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Name: Liz
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Interests: this guy i know from Galilee...pretty much the coolest Dude ever. ask me about Him sometime. i love to talk about Him. in fact, that's what this blog is all about- His interactions and fingerprints in my life. then there's the hobbies like Horseback Riding, XC, analyzing movies, reading philosophy books, and crosstitching (don't laugh- it's quite fun!). and i like music and coffee shops and adventure and the outdoors.
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

prodigal xanga-er

yeah that didn't work so well.
myspace doesn't really work well as a blog function.

i'll be posting again soon. :o)


Thursday, August 24, 2006

Currently Reading
The Gospel According to the World's Greatest Superhero
By Stephen Skelton
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So Long, Farewell...

To all my faithful Xanga readers....(haha...cough cough) I am finally abandoning ship and setting up shop at MySpace.  Why?  Simply, it's a social networking site and not just a blog site.  Kind of a combo of Facebook and Xanga.  So, if you want to continue reading my sporadic musings or leave me funny comments head on over to:

www.myspace.com/lizhundley

URL's easy enough, huh?

So I'm peacin' out....gotta study for History and get ready for IV's New Student Picnic tonight.  Yay!  I love freshmen....I was one not too long ago.  :o)

Cheerio, mates!
Liz Hundley

P.S. I also have another blog that I might fire up for more intellectual exposure if any of you are interested in that:  http://lizhundley.blogspot.com/


Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Currently Listening
The Legend of Chin
By Switchfoot
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It’s a long way from Miami to L.A.
It’s a longer way from yesterday to where I am today
It’s a long way from my thoughts to what I’ll say
It’s a long, long way from paradise to where I am today

All that’s in my head is in Your hands

It’s a long way form the moon up to the Sun
It’s a long road ahead of me, the road that I’ve begun
Stop to think of all the time I’ve lost
Stop to think of all the bridges that I’ve burned that must be crossed
Over, over, over, take me over

I’ve been poison
I’ve been rain
I’ve been fooled again
I’ve seen ashes Shine like chrome

Someday I’ll see Home

I can see the stars from way down here
But I can’t fall asleep behind the wheel
It’s a long way from the shadows in my cave
Up to Your reality to watch the sunlight taking
Over, over, taking over, take me over
 

I’ve been poison
I’ve been rain
I’ve been fooled again
I’ve seen ashes Shine like chrome

Someday I’ll see Home

All that’s in my head is in Your hands

 

Oh Switchfoot, yet again describing my life “to a t.”  I love everything about this song.  From its pacing and sound to the beautiful lyrics dripping with meaning from every word.  It describes my life oh so well.

Our life journey is “long.”  There is so much along the way.  So often I feel like Peter in The Lion, The Witch & The Wardrobe when he surveys Narnia from the peak exclaiming, “It’s so far!” with Mrs. Beaver answering, “It’s the world, dear.  Did you expect it to be small?”  To which Susan retorts, “Smaller.”

But all the while I am reminded that “Behold, I am with you always, even to the very end of the age” (Matthew 28:20).  All that’s in my head is in Your hands.

The question remains, however, what is this epic journey to?

“up to Your reality to watch the Sunlight taking over”

From my end, it starts with recognizing the “shadows in my cave” – those dark secrets that keep me from His pure innocence – whatever they may be.  The realization that I’ve burned these bridges that I need to get back to Him.  My selfishness, stubborn pride, disobedience, lies, lust, rebellion.  “I’ve been poison, I’ve been rain, I’ve been fooled again.”

But inherent in this song lies the HOPE that Jesus causes.  The cry “over, take me over” is that plea for RESTORATION – to leave this mere and bleak existence into a world filled with light, love, and right relationships.  In a word, “paradise.”

Those last few lines have started to answer the question, “what, or rather, to where is this journey of which the song speaks?”  Allow me to delve in deeper.

I mentioned restoration.  That’s the beauty of the lines “I’ve seen ashes Shine like chrome.”  That’s what Jesus does – He takes our ashes and makes them sing the song of LIGHT.

Light is the predominant metaphor used here to describe the destination, the end of the restoration.  Home.  In that vein, this song, has several beautiful images I’d like to highlight.  It first mentions, “the moon up to the Sun,” which ties into the whole God being like the Sun metaphor I just mentioned.  We, like the moon, are mere reflections of His light.  Another appropriate image is the song’s use of stars.

“I can see the stars from way down here,” reminds me how these pinpricks of light are like the small tidbits of God’s character we can see from our broken earthly bodies.  We learn about His character of mercy, grace, love and beauty just as by looking at the stars we, even in our limited state, can learn about the nature of the material universe.

Which brings me to the crux of all of this: SOMEDAY I’LL SEE HOME.  That is what the destination is.

I’ve always cherished my earthly home, so my view of the metaphor isn’t too warped.  I’ve been blessed in that regard to have a beautiful palace, it seems life, to return to for rejuvenation.  And so much more than that, I have a loving family who makes home a place of love, nourishment, safety, and peace.

While home is a beautiful concept for me, for many it is not.  So, I need to devote some time to painting a picture of what home is meant to be and why it is so utterly alluring in the metaphorical and eternal context.

Home is a place of relationship.  Right relationship.  Not the broken kind we see evidenced all around us.  Home should be, as I described, a place that’s peaceful, safe, uplifting, and filled to the brim with love.

One of my absolute favorite parts in Garden State is where the two of them are sitting in the bathtub and he tells her that when he’s with her, he’s home.  And it’s beautiful, because through the story he’s discovered what home is.  Before he had this warped view, as he tells her in the pool, that home is just this shared concept that a bunch of people are trying to get back to, but never really existed.  And then he finds that home DOES exist and it means the people you love and share your life with.

Home is about right relationships with the people you love and share your life with.

I can’t wait to go “up to Your reality to watch the Sunlight taking over.”  Going Home.  Jesus Christ, God the Father, the Holy Spirit – the Trinity – invites me into an everlasting relationship.  One filled with love and the sharing of life.  A true Home.

And it’s such an “already but not yet” scenario.  Already I am redeemed by my declared dependency on Jesus, but I do not yet see Him face to face.  It’s like diving in a dream.  Or as Paul says, “For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then we shall see face to face” (1 Corinthians 13:12).

 

Hello to the world below
While I’m watching the world spinning
This night seems so unending

Well I’ll follow
To a place I know
That’s only the beginning
Start over after ending

-Lifehouse, “The Beginning”


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Currently Reading
Wild at Heart
By John Eldredge
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"Be normal and orderly in your life so you may be violent and original in your work." - Anonymous


I'm learning to live the truth of that statement.  All this discipline and moderation stuff isn't easy, but it's full of life.  When my life is in perpetual chaos, I'm all out of whack, and things burst out of my soul that would have been more effective had I been diligent about listening to them.




"No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful.  Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it." -Hebrews 12:11


Currently Listening
Nothing Is Sound
By Switchfoot
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Tonight at 8:00 something spectacular happens..... Alias returns!

Ah, I love that show!  Some people (cough cough, Nathaniel) think it's dumb and all about Jennifer Garner (a.k.a. my name in Amanda Baker's cell phone).  To which I will concede, it IS a show based on Sydney Bristow's character.  And I honestly don't like the fact that she wears all these slutty clothes on her missions that sensualize her.  But other than that aspect, Alias really is a good show, in my book.

J.J. Abrams comes up with some incredible story lines.  Alias and LOST are two of the most character AND plots-with-twists driven shows I've ever seen.  While the missions, the existence of APO, and the whole Rimbaldi sequence are a bit "out there," I think that's what makes the show so intriguing.  It's NOT  "real life," in the sense that CSI or Law & Order deal with "real life" action, but that's why I like it.  We all have a desire to know that the impossible can happen.  That we're part of an elite team who's breaking through enemy lines.  That there's a conspiracy going on so big that it's hard to comprehend the extent of it.  I mean, it's a show about spies and their adventures fighting for justice.  Isn't that at the core of all of humanity?  That's why I love Superman and Smallville so much, as I've mentioned before.

And of course, God is the one, as our Creator, who put all those desires inside of us.  I love how my heart and the world around me correspond so perfectly with the Story told by the ancient Hebrews that passed down into what is today Jewish and Christian tradition.  (Obviously, there is one colossal distinction between the two faiths- that Jesus Christ is the long prophecied Messiah... God come down to us.  Yet I wanted to emphasize the Story of mankind and why we desire what we do is the same between both.)  As a show that reflects God as it draws out the adventurous side of me, Alias has special meaning in my life.  Speaking of God, this morning I want to specifically talk about my favorite character.

But before I start I want to go in a different direction for a while and offer a sort of disclaimer.   If you don't care to read it (which is a completely legitimate option) you can skip down to the fifth paragraph after this.

I know I talk a lot about things being analogous to God because those are just things that I see, things that come to me.  I don't want to come off as this Christian who emptily says things like, "Aw, that's just like Jesus," without real meaning behind it.  I don't want to seem pretentious like that.

For instance, Monday night Michael, Luke, Betsey and I were all goofing off in Betsey's room.  Michael was talking about his dog and how she loves him unconditionally even though his joke is, "I never loved you!"  And I was going to say, "Kinda like God," but sort of jokingly, but Michael beat me to the punch with the kind of rolled-eyes-this-is-so-cliche expression. 

So I started thinking about why we were saying it jokingly?  Because it IS so cliche.  But at the same time, the whole "dogs having qualities of God" is something very real that in the past I've thought about its depth of meaning.  I guess I'm still trying to figure out how to live between not sounding cliche and unconnected to real issues and expressing my deep musings on typically cliche things in a relevant manner.  Like how is that done?  How do I express my analogies at all?  I know I have this insight from time to time, but how do I insert my "gift" without being like "Oh look at me."  At what point is saying things like that beneficial to others and at what point is it just my desire for recognition?  I don't have a Bethany Limpach in my life right now who likes to talk about those kind of deep things on a regular basis.

But at least for now, this site is a place where I can put musings of mine and hopefully not sound pretentious.  Just something that's flowing from my heart at the time as I attempt to better connect with God.  And I hope you can benefit from it, too, my faithful reader.  Please let me know if you think I'm doing a poor job of relevantly connecting things to God and/or a poor job of connecting with you!   I say "faithful reader" because if you actually read this whole thing you deserve some sort of medal.  I'm not being succinct AT ALL.  As I get back into the habit of writing, that should get better.  So thanks for bearing with me.  And if there are no readers at this point, I don't fault you.  Writing is often an avenue for me to express my soul, so if no one else is benefitting from this, at least I am.  Haha.

BACK TO ALIAS!!  Jack Bristow is my favorite character.  This directly corresponds with my image of God as a Father.  Jack is SUCH a good father to Sydney.  But it's not really obvious, like how to the world, it's not obvious at all that God loves them.  At the beginning of the series, he's just this aloof guy that Sydney really hates who's not being a good parental figure at all.  He's harsh and absent from her life.  I think a lot of people can relate to that in one way or another.  No one's dad, no matter how amazing he is, is perfect.  We're all fallen and bruised creatures who fall short of God's glory.  Therefore, the image of God as a Father is often marred by our own experiences with a father figure.  In fact, I've read over Spring Break, Donald Miller's latest book, To Own a Dragon.  It's really written for guys without fathers, but there are so many things that are applicable to all people.  And it also helped me to understand my friends better who have grown up without dads.  I can include some of that later.

But back to Jack.

Some of the most powerful moments in my spiritual journey last semester came from watching Alias, and specifically times I saw glimpses of Jack's true character.  It takes a while to develop, but we eventually see why Jack is the way he is.  It's not because he's some distant jerk who can't stand Sydney.  To the contrary - he LOVES her incredibly much, as only a father can truly understand.  Everything he's been doing is because he's trying to protect her.  Actually, at one point in like season 3 or 4, he exposes himself to fatal amounts of radiation to save Sydney's life.  Sacrificial love at its best.

Like I said, a lot like God.  And this whole God and fathers thing is especially meaningful to me right now as I've been sort of butting heads with my dad these past few days.  We finally settled it on the phone today, and as usual with these altercations, it always ends with me crying with the realization of how much he loves me.  I'm so, so thankful to have a dad who, though he has his ugly flaws that rear their heads, at the core of his being loves me and wants to protect me.

But of course, those little ugly flaws are what frustrates me to no end at times.  Like Jack, while my dad utterly loves me, he's not always sure how to express it.  Jack was just trying to protect Sydney by being aloof, but it ended up hurting her.  Sometimes my dad, too, does things that he thinks are protecting me, but in reality, aren't the best options.  He can yell at me or tend to be so protective, that it's smothering.  I need some room to move my wings about and learn how to fly on my own.  I need to have control over how I spend my time, who I hang out with, and my decisions.  I'm an adult now and I'm accountable for what I do with my life, so I need to have the freedom (and responsibility) of making that happen for myself.  I respect my dad's advice and I would value it more if I solicited it or he merely offered it to take it or leave it, but not forced.  In other words, some of my dad's restrictions are becoming a little obsolete.  But I'm sure we'll talk about that this summer.  Like I said, he has a good heart, and thus, I know he'll be willing to think things out and pray about it.

Long and the short of it is "we are crooked souls trying to stay up straight, dry eyes in the pouring rain," but as the Switchfoot song continues, "the shadow proves the Sunshine...shine on me."

Shine on me, Lord Jesus, and restore me to more fully bring glory to You in all my relationships.

-elizabeth anne




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